No, not literally, but my head feels as though its gonna burst. So many things are happening at the same time. And not enough time to deal with them adequately. No, I have not told my parents about my results and i do not intend to until the last minute. Yes I'd probably get screwed over real badly over and over again, but no, i'm too lazy to bother about that right now. Sheesh. Oh and don't get me started on project work. Of for the love of god, we just had to change to some teacher who's so incredibly skeptical that he merely looked at the GPP and made a stupid face and tells us point blank he's not buying that idea and how impossible it is. Oh yeah? TELL THAT TO FLANAGAN. HE'S BRITISH!!!!!! !!@$%
Alright, (emo) lyrics time Yeah:D

I explode - E for Explosion. (Great shoegazer band, hear it some time )
She said we're, we're caving in
You're living to die and I'm dying to live
What would it take for you to understand
that this is something the doctors just can't fix
Its always been my style to live a lie
I'm out of breath and we're out of time
She said "It kills me to know you get your best sleep
under hospital lights"

I'd die for the black sunshine in her smile
I'm saving dreams for the comas in her eyes.
I exist in the romance of regret
And the sounds of the breaking hearts
I twist and shout, lost in her arms
like the crashing of cars

I wandered into your kiss
With a heart too heavy to hold
Into a million pieces I wait to explode

I only wanted to love you the way i should
Tear the world apart, but i never could
I just wanted to say something beautiful
Damn this voice, the coward's shout
I'm breaking up and fading out
Just put your hands on my face and kiss me on the mouth

I wandered into your kiss and wait to explode
Into a million pieces through sweet miracles
I followed you in the dark
With a heart too heavy to hold
I wandered into your kiss
I wait to explode.