Finally. After 3 months of senseless chasing, self comforting, emo-ing and *er-hem* stalking, I'm over it. After she's gone, I've been lying to myself that it's not over, that everything was just some stupid joke/lie. But of course not, considering how fucked up reality is. But its okay.

For the past 2 weeks, I've been lying to myself about something else, that I'm still head over heels for her. But no. Turns out, I'm slowly growing attracted to someone else, someone whom i have never yet noticed how amazing cute and adorable. Well, these 3 months have been fun. Hope you have a good day haha.

Well, with all the lying-to-myself crap out of the way, I've finally found my peace of mind. Everything feels just right now. Not even the screwed up meet-the-parents nor my Dad's crankiness can shake me now.

Turns out, whatever it took, it was worth it in the end for this amazing feeling.
(No idea why i'm spamming cliches now....)