Finally, i get write stuff which i usually cant lest someone undesirable chances upon this. hahaha.
Okay, great day, no, awesome day today!!! Mostly, thanks to someone, i get to talk to "her"! Yes, i know this sounds pathetic, but i already want nothing from this anymore. I don't mind admiring her from a distance and not getting anything in return. Hmm yes, i don't think this 'crush' will end anytime soon. Heck, i don't even think its a crush anymore. Is this love? bleah I don't know.... Ah according to a friend, somewhere between a crush and love is just...'like'. Hah.

Okay no idea why, but im feeling nostalgic hahaha. I rmb 3months ago, when i emo-ed on a regular basis over little things such as she not replying msgs, she moving away during a particular lecture in the auditorium etc etc Haha sounds stupid, now that i think abt it. But, well, i think i've moved past that, where i can ignore all this little things. Ah, and in a strange twist of events a few weeks ago, she somehow thinks i'm over her, tht i've fallen for someone else. But no, this is so not over. Well, now we've reached a point where we can just talk normally, without any awkwardness. Yes, it still hurts alittle to know shes attached, but still, its better than nothing.

If theres one thing im sure about, this crush/like/love is far from over.