Posted on Tuesday, February 22, 2011 at 9:08 PM

where do i start? Oh right.

So theres sorta like 3 phases, which names i shall borrow from Dante Alighieri's Divine Comedy:

1: Paradiso

Well, Monday. The plan went pretty well. Much better than i expected, in fact. And well, what she said.... Dosent matter. Anyway, the 2 days afterwards were amongst the happiest i've had since i came to JC. Until thursday.

2: Inferno

Well the whole day started out rather normally. Well, it started out pretty great, in fact. Until the afternoon. I asked the bloody question. I still regret it til now. whatever made me open the big mouth of mine =.= Anyway, what she said sorta made me lose my head for the night. Haha. and there was maths ca1 and chem ca1 the next day. The next day was pure hell. Maths ca1 wasnt really that bad and neither was napha (my running improve by 4 mins! :D) but chem was.... utter hell. Right before the test, i ran into her by the corridor. And wow, that really 'motivated' me, so much so i forgot everything chemistry related once the test started. And I was kinda depressed afterwards.... Until that night.

3: Limbo

That night... well. Depression. Until suddenly she came over and talked to me. As if Thursday never happened. Well whatever happened the next few days are sorta self explanatory. Limbo... neither dead or alive, neither here nor there. Well it did give me motivation to study for physics... which i also screwed up anyways, not as bad hopefully...

Ah i really need to thank my friends : Cy, darrell, zainal, for listening to me whine about it all day long, rieka and issac for giving their..er.. professional advice. Some of which really helped haha. feels great to have such good friends at times like this. haha

Oh god just get me out of here already =.=